How We Know

[yunnieberry]

Length: Drabble
Rating: G
Genre: romance, non-au
Summary: They just had to get through it together, and it was enough, because they knew what the other felt.

2008

Yunho slipped his arms around Jaejoong’s waist in the kitchen at 1AM, when the lights were off and nobody else was around. And it hurt, because Yunho hadn’t come to him like this during the day, when they had company or when their window binds were open. But Jaejoong was in love, and he could only respond by pushing himself closer and burying his face in the taller male’s neck, because he could never resist, could never refuse. They only ever had a few moments like this together a week, and he wasn’t going to miss the chance.

“I love you,” he heard the breathy words whispered into his ear, giving him warmth, and Jaejoong closed his eyes, fingers almost desperately clinging to the back of the brunet’s t-shirt. The way his heart always began to race felt like he was hearing it for the first time over and over again.

He didn’t have to say it aloud. Yunho already knew by the way he pressed impossibly close, and kissed him softly on the cheek. Yunho knew by the way his arms slid around his neck, the way their chests touched. He knew by the way that instead of going to sleep, Jaejoong would choose to spend four hours awake with him in the darkness of their kitchen, in the silence as they held each other tight.

2021

“You look beautiful,” Yunho murmured, gazing right into his eyes, and Jaejoong couldn’t believe that after all these years, he could still feel the way his cheeks burned, almost flustered, “Not to say that you don’t look beautiful on other days. You know what I mean.”

If he wasn’t so jittery, a mixture of anxious and giddy, he would have laughed at the taller male’s words. “Thank you,” he whispered shyly instead, feeling a sudden warmth in his chest at the way Yunho smiled at him, an in-between of fond and amused, his eyes crinkling at the corners and Jaejoong felt himself falling a little further in love.

“You are adorable,” Yunho’s arm around his waist tightened and Jaejoong couldn’t help the blush. And he couldn’t help the laugh either this time, couldn’t help the way his fingers instinctively brushed over the younger male’s blazer. They looked at each other, and Jaejoong’s felt tears begin to brim when he saw the way the brunet’s eyes glistened. His hands reached up, cupping Yunho’s face, and he whispered,

“Don’t cry, my love.”

“I’m just happy,” the taller male leaned right into his touch, and Jaejoong smiled, thumb affectionately stroking the brunet’s cheek, feeling nothing but bliss.

“I know. I love you,” he said, the words not a whisper, not a murmur. Spoken out into the air, devoted and unafraid. And this time, it was Yunho who didn’t need to respond aloud. Jaejoong knew by the way Yunho leaned in immediately, arms around his waist and kissed him with all the love in the world. Jaejoong knew by the way Yunho smiled softly against his lips at the sound of joyful applause. Jaejoong knew by the way Yunho held him close and tight on their altar. Jaejoong knew Yunho loved him by the way that Yunho chose to spend the rest of his life with him and nobody else.

And when they gently pulled away, with their friends and family watching them with contentment, with Yunho kissing the ring on his finger without any hesitation, —looking elatedly at him like he meant the world— nothing else really mattered to the two of them.


A/N: hmmm. i just love the idea of married yj!
i really cant write recently.. im amazed that i even came up with this comprehensible drabble. lets hope 2021 (just a random year i chose btw) will be a wonderful year for yj & for us :-)
i love your comments. thank you so much for reading! <33333333333333333333333333333

Comments

[kattan69.livejournal.com]

Awww...so sweet...no words needed between these two.

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

yunjae can say everything with their actions heheheheheh
thank you so much for reading! <33333333333333

[haektuans0626.livejournal.com]

I had the idea of married!YJ as well ever since Jaejoong discharged :") this is so wonderful ♥ Thank you for sharing! *u*

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

omg yesss married yj is such a beautiful idea and i keep thinking about it. its a possibility.. maybe little, but still a possibility *___*
thank you so much for reading! :-*** <3333333333333

[vkballa3.livejournal.com]

Awwwwwww
This is so sweet

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

hehehehe thank you so much! im glad you liked it! <3333333333333333

[kas2umi.livejournal.com]

Why is this so beautiful and emotional, my heart was not prepared. You should seriously write more, even if it's just drabbles like this one! Cheering you on ♡

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

asjskdlajsalks omg thank you so much! this means a lot bc ive seen your writing and it is art. huhuuuu im really glad you liked it! thank you :-**** <333333333333333

[kas2umi.livejournal.com]

Thank you for feeling that way but trust me, it is mutual! Fighting ヽ(´▽｀)/

[theladysilver.livejournal.com]

CCHHEEELLSS! YOU MADE ONE!! HAHAHA! You wrote a wedding drabble! Yey! This is so fluffy and sweet! As expected from you. Hehehe. I really love how short and heartwarming this is. I just love a married YunJae as well. It brings butterflies to my stomach when I think about those two being married. It's a lovely image! Your drabble painted a lovely image in my mind. :D

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

MIIIIIZZZZZ! omg dsjsdkjsal we both feel the exact same way about married yj oh myyyyyy! its such a delight to think about *______* and thank u for reading this hehehehehe i always love ur comments sososos much ;____________; i crey :-********** <3333333333

[theladysilver.livejournal.com]

I know right? I'd love for them to get married somewhere. Hahaha! In Paris would be lovely! You're welcome chelsss!

[jaan30.livejournal.com]

Omg Chels! Ahhh it's so fluffy and beautifulllll ;; <333 I love it so much, my feelsss lol seriously though, it's really good! Married yunjae YES (if they aren't already haha) because Jaejoong and his wedding bands plus hints has us all wondering xD thanks so much for sharing!😘

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

aaaaaa carissa <333333333 omg i'm so glad you enjoyed it hehehe thank you so much! and yessssssss now the idea of married yj wont leave my head since he loves his cartier wedding bands so much dkasjdkd *_______*

[chloe1910.livejournal.com]

jkagkljdhglkajdfhlagjkhl! *Melts into a puddle of Yunjae goo*

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

*joins you when thinking about married yj* ;;;;;;;;;
thank you so much for reading! <333333333333333333333

[u-ro.livejournal.com]

I wish I could see this scene for real in this lifetime.
Married Yunjae is one of my favorite things. And you make it so fulfilling. When Yunho cried his happiness tears makes my heart swelled with him too.

Find something interesting to do: go to art exhibition, read good books, try new recipes, visite new places, I hope your vibe will be coming back soon!
I love your writing so much. They never miss to make me smile :D

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

omg me too! i love married yj so much hi 5! and i can really imagine yunho crying like that ;;;;;;;;

dlaskdjkld thank you so much for these tips! i seriously hope i get my inspiration back because with all the drama in the fandom some intense fluff is needed for us cheese lovers hahahaha
awwwww oh my gosh thank you so much! i always love your comments on my fics hehehe im really happy you enjoy them <33333333333333333333

[flidi.livejournal.com]

I loved every word you put down here. Thank for you.
Do you adding me? I would love to keep up with your updates.

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

omgggg im really glad you liked it! thank you so much!! <33333333333
and yes ofc ill add you hehehe! :-******

[yunjaemrcn.livejournal.com]

They don't need to utter any word to know that they love eachother. Thank you for sharing

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

exactly <3 <3 well thank you for reading!!!!!!!!! :-**********

[benggy82.livejournal.com]

beautiful,a married Yunho to Jaejoong is what I wish also <3

[yunnieberry.livejournal.com]

it is such a beautiful image to me omg i need to see them married ;;;;;; thank you so much for reading! <333333333333333

[dark-angle93.livejournal.com]

Perfect.. aww miss them so much..